This morning I woke up to Noah screaming his red face off, and Ethan telling me, "I WANT MY BREAKFAST FIRST!" (Usually Noah gets preference; he's the loudest.) So I said OK, you can have it first.
I sorta melted out of my bed and somehow made it to the bathroom to pee--at this point in the morning Ethan always asks me, "Are you going poop, or just pee?" to which I always reply, "Just pee." but this morning decided if I don't want to answer this question every morning for the rest of my life I better explain--"I don't usually poop in the morning, honey. It's always just pee."
We'll see if he asks tomorrow.
Anyway, by the time this was all done, and I got Ethan his Cinnamon Toast Crunch and some milk, Noah was sleeping, and I felt like the worst mama ever to let him cry himself to sleep. Don't children who get neglected have serious issues when they are older?
Logically I know this is probably good for him, and for me. But emotionally I feel he is ruined.
Today we are going to the pumpkin patch with Deana and Andrew. I am so excited! I want to put pumpkins everywhere. They have to be one of the cutest things ever invented by God.
3 comments:
Awesome pictures!! Enjoy your time at the pumpkin patch!! It will be fun!!
Love,
Fran
I love your new blog layout :-) I'm sure Noah is not emotionally ruined because he had to cry for 15 minutes while you peed and got cereal for you other child. There is a big difference between that and babies who really are neglected, left along crying for hours on a consistent basis. Noah is getting to learn at a very young age that he is not the center of the universe- a very valuable lesson that many grown-ups still don't get! Anyway, you are doing a great job! Miss you!
I love that picture of them reading on the bed...you should frame it for your mommy!
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