Well I have been so strong and haven't really said anything significant about it but when I sit down to write, it's the only thing going on in my head: I am sick. And have been since the last two weeks in February. This is wearing me down. I am quite pissed about it.
I keep charging through day after day, going to work, teaching at the Y, but I feel like one big Kleenex filled with neon green boogies.
Seriously.
I can't smell a darn thing, I can't even taste tropical jelly beans for goodness sakes. I can't even smell my own morning breath, which I am sure is horrific based on the fact I have to sleep with my mouth completely open like I am dying. I wake up with the driest mouth ever.
I am sorry, I know this is all totally disgusting.
I am glad we put a tube in Ethan's ear, because he is also sick and this would have been a no questions asked ear infection had we not. Noah seems to be holding out as well.
Joey, on the other hand, I think has pink eye. I would be completely freaked out about getting that too, but--o wait--yes, I already had that. In both eyes.
This has been the worst winter here ever. This morning I seriously looked on weather site for San Diego's weather, which ironically wasn't much different than ours today. But I don't think Daelynn gets sick like this. I am ready to pack my bags and move. I hate the winters here more and more each year.
And yes, I know "weather" isn't supposed to be directly related to sickness but in my book it is.
End of story.
I'm still here. I'm still reading. Just wanted to let you know.
ReplyDeleteHope you feel better soon.